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Righteous Fire build always goes hard

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Me with my own music 😭😭

Ahahah, fair enough 😅

I guess it requires a different kind of mental strength to do it. I value human life too much to not care.

I can’t stomach seeing dead people. I can open up a cow on my own, but when it’s people I just lose my mind.

You get used to it with time. I had to work under the rain, in soaked clothes, crawled holes full of rotten wheat, cleaned sinks full of semi-sentient biomass. Just brace yourself and do it. The only thing I couldn’t get used to are corpses. Especially in multiple pieces.

Girls check out my father instead of me lol

OH MY GOD. This made me remember a fleeting moment from today’s dream. I feel that it was GLORIOUS but I already forgot it :d

Idiots to lovers? Sounds like Toradora

Thanks for this advice, it made it easier to understand what I can do ❤️🌹

Thanks, I’ll try looking for something like that

Maybe I am suppressing it, who knows. I’ll talk to him about it first. Would be good to know what “seeking out groups” means, a lot of people tell me that but I literally don’t understand, I’m a bit slow with abstract language. With all the hobbies I have, one could think I’d already be in one by the time I finished college, but alas

If that happened I would end my life on the spot. But I’m sure I can become attracted to him. I can learn to be anything.

I’m trying to help myself with this, because several therapists I’ve tried were just social workers that didn’t help much. Only good one I was recommended lives three cities away and costs an arm and a leg. But I keep slipping up constantly, as exercising and positive affirmations dont seem to work anymore, even running. It still feels good, but suicidal thoughts don’t desappear anymore.

I’m just a bit attracted to him since he’s kind to me and looks good, that’s why I even thought of something like that. And no, he’s not a creep I’m positive about that. I’ve rejected him once, and he is still my best friend and is kind to me all these years.

Also, thank you for your words. I appreciate it a lot

Most women reject me due to the way I look. Single one that didn’t reject me was horrible to me and wanted me to off someone for her. I was trying to find a girlfriend 17 through 24 years, and only one who genuinely thinks that I’m wonderful is my best friend, who is a guy. Despite what other people say, I’m pretty good at brainwashing myself so I’m positive that I can make myself actually love him.

No, I’m genuinely thinking about it

Well, I don’t have much choice. It’s either this or be lonely my whole life. Also my best friend is hitting on me hardcore, I might just learn how to love him back. But thanks for your input, it is also appreciated

Right… Forgot to think about the last part, thanks for reminding me