This was the first year of me experiencing pride month in germany , paying attention to it while also being aware of being trans, even if thats new for me. It’s been kinda depressing, between finishing up my bachelors Degree work, no local events and constant bad news internationally about anti trans propaganda working very scarily well, and the german alt-right party winning their first election with a majority vote, its been really depressing honestly…

I also intended to go out and buy some really campy rainbow capitalism merch as like a joke with my GF but sadly even here the pink washing has been toned down by a lot… no campy shirts in sight, just very safe rainbow tote bags or similar things