Kinda rough. I used to have a tight knit friend group but I stopped doing things with them as one guy kept accusing me of being passive aggressive, insulting him, lying about what I “actually” meant when as far as I know I was being genuine. It was making me a nervous wreck and my attempts to avoid conflict made everything worse so I ghosted everyone. Kept hanging out with one guy who I thought I was pretty close to, though.

But now I’m starting to think I was wrong. My friend told me that I always make him feel stupid, and that I look down on him. I apologized, told him I had no idea and that I always meant it when I said I admired him, and asked if there was anything I could do to fix this, but he left me on read days ago.

So honestly I’ve pretty much spent every second I’m not at work or the gym sulking. I blew up my social life for no reason because I actually was the dick. Making art isn’t fun when I have no one to show it to and watching my stupid shows isn’t fun when I have no one to enjoy them with.

Also this is the most minor hurricane-related complaint ever but I can’t get my psych meds refilled so I’m probably about to become even more of an unlikeable POS.

I have a really sore throat and a stuffed nose and I am being a total crabapple about it.

I made quite a disgusting batch of soup. Not sure what I did wrong - my soups are usually pretty good - but I got it wrong with this one. Nearly finished it, then I’ll try again.

Quite nice. Just started off my semester break, so currently planning on how to pass the time (I’ll probably waste it ;-;). Also did subject registration for the next semester online, still as chaotic as I remembered.