I managed to sort out the paperwork/admin last week and I’m now readying myself for the next step 👍

I’ve been spending the last two weeks clearing a lot of bush and felling a few trees at the reclaimed communal factory space. It’s allowed me to feel much more comfortable doing masc things, without getting dysphoric. Now I can dress dyke ish and rock it :3

I downloaded my favourite YouTube videos to reduce reliance on YouTube.

Oh boy! So I came across a recent photo on social media of an ex who broke my heart 15 years ago. He looks like absolute shit now! Meanwhile, I may have a couple of fine lines and a few grays, but I look relatively the same and I’m in better shape than I was back then.

I know it shouldn’t, but it gave me such a massive boost in confidence because I’ve aged much more gracefully than he did. Serves him right for being a lying cheating dick! 😊

Oh! And another win is I finally got a full uninterrupted night of sleep last night with the help of a sleep aid. I haven’t slept well in over a week, so it felt amazing!

Perimenopause has me awake in the night for hours at a time, plus the sweating for no reason, plus the anxiety, all for PMS. I’m only 42 and I’m so ready for menopause 😩