I have schizoaffective disorder which I thought might happen since I have two family members with sza, and there were signs when I look back. Hoped I could dodge it but it happened slowly over a couple of years. Can confirm the computer definitely…doesn’t help things in terms of mental health. I do need to do a multi-day tech detox soon I think. Drawing has helped keep me from going online too much but it’s still pretty bad.

Hehehe, udder.

Will do. Thank you for supporting my dream. :D

Yay I’m the clurb now. Got my Nicole message today.

This makes me feel wistful.

Hehehe. Amazing birb names. There was a woodcock in my parents yard one winter. It was so cute! Took us a couple of minutes to figure out what bird it was, we’d never seen it before. It was so busy out there. First it completely flattened itself like a dead leaf when it saw my dad, then when it felt safe, it started fanning it feathers out like a miniature turkey and rotating, it did a little display. (Not sure if it was a mating dance or something else but very cute.) We didn’t see it do the walk. But ever since that encounter and after learning they do a little jiggling dance when they walk (via youtube), they are one of my favourite birds now.

I have no idea, but I heard that AI is getting very good at mimicking real people, and that freaks me out as someone with autism since I give off an uncanny valley vibe and my speech can be pretty monotone or stilted at times. Oh God, they’re gonna think I’m a robit. :(