Ah I know this feeling too. It’s as if it’s not meant to make sense.

If we’re talking about romantic love, I still think about this person from ages ago. I don’t see at all why we would be compatible. Age, belief, values… So different. And we even ended splitting up as friends because I felt she kept crossing my boundaries and she didn’t seem to care. But ya I still think of her…

Now I don’t look for anything any more, or hope for it, or anything really. But I do find love in myself for the world and I guess what a lot of people would call god.