It just feels exhausting and hopeless lately and I’m afraid I’ll just end up being lonely forever.

/vent over, thank you, carry on. Please don’t absorb my upset into your own heart.

  •  RadioRat   ( @RadioRat@beehaw.org ) 
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    17 months ago

    Right there with you. It would be so awesome to find friends who are equally earnest and dedicated. I’m a shirt-off-my-back kind of person face-to-face and it’s like mooches and cluster Bs can smell me a mile away. Might have something to do with cPTSD or being neurodivergent in my case.

    My spouse reflects my efforts 110% so I truly have no business complaining, but it’s nice to dream.