After some back and forth with my mental healthcare provider, for now I’ve settled on some pills that make me DGAF about staying in bed… but I also DGAF about getting out, so not exactly energy, and I end up like shit after they wear off, but in the meantime anything might happen… I might stay in bed, or not stay in bed, or whatever. It also kind of helps with heavier bouts of depression where I might want to pull the plug… but this way I DGAF either. The trick is to do something, then fall asleep or at least be tired before I start GAF-ing… still working on that, though.
After some back and forth with my mental healthcare provider, for now I’ve settled on some pills that make me DGAF about staying in bed… but I also DGAF about getting out, so not exactly energy, and I end up like shit after they wear off, but in the meantime anything might happen… I might stay in bed, or not stay in bed, or whatever. It also kind of helps with heavier bouts of depression where I might want to pull the plug… but this way I DGAF either. The trick is to do something, then fall asleep or at least be tired before I start GAF-ing… still working on that, though.
(I won’t name the pills, don’t self-medicate)