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    •  cashmaggot   ( @cashmaggot@piefed.social ) OP
      3•1 month ago

      I spoke with a lovely individual who’s young son came out as trans only recently. And she said she was going through this whole mourning phase because of it. And while I am not a parent, and have not lived this experience I think it’d probably be pretty important to connect with other parents of trans individuals. Especially if your child is younger (as in, not an adult but a dependent). Because there’s many levels of support you can offer depending on what you guys feel comfortable doing and what local laws look like. But also I think it’s important to connect with others who can help you guys navigate through this as peers. Because they can help you in a way that no book, online article, or even your own loved ones can. Because they’ve been there, and are doing that. I’m not sure what you have locally, but I bet you there’s support groups online if you cannot find one locally. The only other thing I could say in this department is it’s important to not only love your kid but also advocate for them. Because a lot of trans living can be mental gymnastics. And it can deplete an individual raw, and unfortunately there is a higher rate of suicide with trans-youth as compared to their counterparts. And I’m not saying this is always the case, but it is something to be aware of. As for queer news, if you’re interested in poking around - there’s Them “Magazine” - which is really good about covering all spectrums of queer life including transpeople. Either way, way to be supportive. On the low-low and this is just some crunchy opinion stuff (sorry ladies ;_:!) it seems a lot easier for transmen to transition than transwomen. Which I think is mainly due to testosterone poisoning and women being held to higher standards of beauty societally. Not that any of it’s a cakewalk, but I have seen things be easier long-term for the transmen in my life. They just kinda “dude up” get top-surgery and live queer lives.

      •  Elise   ( @xilliah@beehaw.org ) 
        1•1 month ago

        That mourning bit peaked my interest. My father wrote me a letter in which he exclusively focused on me somehow dying or being in a far off country. That was so strange to me cuz I’m like 30km away 🤔

        •  cashmaggot   ( @cashmaggot@piefed.social ) OP
          2•1 month ago

          What she told me was that she (who is clearly a wonderful liberal and open human being and like 10/10 just absolutely WONDERFUL human being) had to mourn the death of her “daughter” because she now had a son. And even though logically she knew that it was what was right for him. That he was his own person, and that he had the right to choose. He was still young (dependent) and she did have some stipulations to his transition (in that she wanted him to hold off on hrt until he was 18 years of age). But this isn’t a surprise in itself - as I have actually heard of many trans individuals of my generation coming out to their loved ones and being asked the same thing. And I know there is some science behind it in the sense that people say that getting it too early can be detrimental to one’s health. But likewise, I haven’t seen a young transperson who was on treatment who wasn’t just happy and healthy.

          But it’s not really my place to talk, as I myself am technically “trans” (genderqueer) but absolutely do not believe I belong to the circle of individuals who need far more support than I. That’s not to say I am a separatist. I just think people like me dilute the brand so to speak. I’m am who I am, and I am not in a space of flux. Mind you, I’ve gotten the short end of the stick a handful of times due to gender-politics I can mostly hold my own against the battle for my very existence. BUT! I totally got lost here. I guess I’ll state that I have been doing gender-play since I came out around twenty-years ago. My best friend and I are both queer as hell, so I’ve always been the mister of our dynamics and he the missus. But also gender is stupid, because we were playing with it (hence the genderqueer) but I cannot tell you how many times I got the “who’s the man?” question whenever I was dating someone and half the calls came from inside the building. (So fuck gender rolls!)

          BUT! Back to the mourning. She just basically expressed (and I have a strong belief that most individuals alive will have their strongest primal connection to their mothers as long as it’s formed because I think the entire process is incredibly taxing and very primal and enforces strict bonds between the mother and the child) that she felt like she had lost her daughter. And that she felt like it was akin to her daughter dying. And you know how parents have dreams and expectations for their kids, I am guessing those had to dry up (as I have seen it happen in my own space). And that she had to now meet up with her son - who has been here all along, but in hiding. And has to basically learn someone new, regardless of the logic being that her son was always himself and the daughter was the mask. Because emotions don’t give a toot about logic. But I can say that I lived through something similar (yet less radical) when an ex of mine told me he was trans. I’ve dated transfolks across the spectrum, but I was taken aback by this. It kinda blindsided me. And logically, I know he’s trans and people are who they say they are and I respect that. It just seemed so out of left field for me, and I had to sort of mourn who he was (didn’t tell a soul until now -hi internet!) even though I was full-steam ahead for him - because I want to be supportive with the people I love.

    •  Elise   ( @xilliah@beehaw.org ) 
      1•1 month ago

      You must be going through a lot.

      When it comes to parenting all I can say is that there is no way you won’t screw up. What really matters is to have these moments of genuine unconditional love, and they’ll take that with them into the world.

      I’d recommend giving the series Pose by FX a try. It’s the only media I have ever watched that managed to express what gender dysphoria is like to people who don’t experience it.

      Feel free to ask questions. If it is more comfortable to you, I am also available for pm on matrix.

      •  Che Banana   ( @The_Che_Banana@beehaw.org ) 
        2•1 month ago

        Not at all, seriously, we are all in a good place now. Our son went through alot, and we went for the ride as well, but the medical & government sponsored support in Spain is absolutely amazing…the first big boost was when his name changed and he got the official paperwork stating so, before even the US gov.

        I just like to get more insight without being overbearing and intruding on his privacy. I appreciate pist like yours and others and really judt wsnt to encourage others to share as well!

        Love to you all!