If you are thinking about harming yourself — get immediate crisis support. Connect to a crisis counselor 24/7, 365 days a year, from anywhere in the U.S via text, chat, or phone. The Trevor Project is 100% confidential and 100% free.

https://www.thetrevorproject.org/get-help/

  • Seems like it’s on an upswing. I’ve been short on spoons lately which I’m attributing to a combination of work stress and an increase in my E dosage. Toned that back and this week is going better so far.

    I’m still hunting for a new job, though. I wanna get out of SRE and into a proper software engineering position.