we’re so back (but i will be making a separate post for my circumstances)

  • Half good, half bad.

    Let’s start for the bad:

    • It’s been a week since I stopped taking melatonin before going to sleep. I reach my dreamworld as easily as with the pill, but somehow my sleep is light and I wake up earlier… and I feel sleepy along the day.

    • Sometimes I feel like I need to things I did when I wasn’t medicated. Like learning this or that language because yes. And giving up shortly after because yes.

    Now, the good news:

    • I met a woman (transgender) on a dating app. Although she only writes me once per day, while I’m sleeping, we’re talking for 5 days already. She seems legit. But given my previous bad experiences dating women from other countries online (again, when I wasn’t diagnosed), I’ve some concerns: Will she want a LDR? How long will it last? …?
    • I can say that long distance can be brutal, but also really really can work. I lived an 8 hour time difference from my partner for over 4 years and we just had to work out a system and timing of communication that worked for both of us. Now they’re moving over here so that will probably make things easier. I hope it lasts for you both like it did for us :)