why is your name red?

No.

This is not a failure. I did not disclose what I did to anyone and it is not like ringpop is my real name

Hypothetically, if you were the most wanted man alive you would still go to a therapist and confess all your crimes as long as it is off camera and not a HIPAA violation?

I’m unsure if the consequence with HIPAA could convince the therapist to not tell the police. And it is a super long story and even some of it does involve threats to harm others, and it is not drugs and not CP

Edit: I agree with you though I do need a therapist. I’m going crazy

I have thought about this but if I disclose my activities they could report me to the police

How can you have a private phone with less security?

Edit: Certainly without security you cannot have true privacy

It is based on what I’ve seen lately when I look at /whois. It is not meant to be ground truth, I use it myself and my friends have recommended it to me

Most IRC users these days selfhost https://thelounge.chat/