I’ve had a ‘passion’ for programming for all my life, but recently I’ve been getting into a very, very emotional state over stuff like tooling and small things like that. The smallest things make me go off these days, and I feel so tired after every discussion. Feeling like I am in the wrong or that I don’t know what I’m talking about. I wish I could just make it all go away or somehow be happy or succeed some day. I never will tho
I understand where you’re coming from but it’s just so frustrating to have others point out my mistakes in speech instead of actually listening to what I’m talking about… Or even worse making weird arguments and laughing at me when I ask for clarification… I hate it all I want to make the awful emotions stop