I’m just plain fucked in the head, that’s what it is. Bipolar, borderline personality disorder, whatever it is…I’m not normal, that’s for sure.
Thanks everyone. Sorry for taking up space in this community. Sorry that you have to suffer my presence. I am actualy the worst and I know it.
I’m gonna order a pizza, bedrot and enjoy my evening. Thanks for all of your kind words of which I am undeserving 💜
P.S: I suck


Giiirl. You are not your problems. Asking for help is not a weakness. Receiving help is not shameful. Showing empathy to someone vulnerable feels good. The commenters sending you good vibes feel good for doing it. It’s a kind of communion. Self-reliance is bullshit.
Regarding any potential mental disorder, you’ll have to work with an actual doctor to figure that out with them. I have my disorders, my friends have theirs, my daughter has hers’. Psychology is kind of “overpathologized” right now, but it’s really useful for finding strategies that help us deal with our own personal flavor of trauma.
So, what’s on that pizza? :3
Thank you, that actually means a lot to me 💜
I’m just broken right now. Maybe it’s how I am. Idk anymore…
3 pizzas for me, the only food I’m having today lol (I don’t eat)
Mushrooms, then quattro formagi, and lastly margarita!
I love mushrooms :3
that is an excellent spread of pizzas, yum :3
I’m so happy I can make a little difference for you! It gets better, it really does. Same date one year ago I was a dysfunctional mental mess on sick leave. I received a lot of support, professional and from family. I slowly rebuilt myself, then I made the changes I needed to live. Now I’m in a genuinely good place. It’s entirely possible. Actually at one point it becomes inevitable. From what I see of you, you’re gonna have a blast with life on the other side of that bump. So hang in there and bon appétit, those pizzas sound yummy!!