You are not taking up space in this community Miisha, not at all. You are welcome here. This community is here to support you as much as every other transfeminine person. Your presence is not detrimental, it has been enriching. My decision to add a rule about labeling vent posts was not motivated by any one person. It is a choice I have made after a long time moderating this community and listening to a lot of feedback.

I have been diagnosed with borderline personality disorder before. I have dealt with severe bottom dysphoria, severe depression, self harm, suicidal ideation, intense highs and lows, ive dealt with these things all my life. Believe me when I say this, I very very strongly empathize with you. You are not alone. My heart goes out to you. I’m glad that we can be here to support you.