Internet revolutionaries revealing that “eat the cul de sac” was internalized self-loathing all along.

Right behind you by a few years

People were generally onboard with liberating plantations, but the question of what to do with the previously disenfranchised was asked, framed, and guided by the previously slave owners. There was the option to give out land and cast a broad social safety net, but White hand wringing abolitionists couldn’t get passed “what if Blacks are lazy and stealing from me?” So they leaned on “they can pull themselves up by the bootstraps”, but to clear their consciences they also needed to claim they were lifting themselves up by their own bootstraps as proof that they’d contributed to building a system where that’s possible. Yada yada, the system that manifested was wage slavery, a late 19th century nail in the coffin currently burying us alive!

I gravitated towards icalendar as a storage format for VJOURNAL entries with Evolution as my primary entry interface.

My workflow evolved over the years, but the earliest goal was to get started writing. Evolution > Memos > New Memo List > “On This Computer”. Then write.

In between writing I git-tracked that file then backed up the repository. I played with setting up xandikos to automate those parts (and it worked pretty well) but I stuck with direct file management to keep the writing path clear.

I also use tasks.org on my phone for intake, but I don’t do any automatic synchronization. Typically the app serves as a dumping ground, and from time to time (ideally though rarely before it gets weedy) I’ll massage those bites into longer form journal entries and clear the inbox.

From there, consumption/review is a free for all. I once converted my VJOURNAL entries to nikola blog entries so I could see them marked up, but I’m part robot and reading the markdown has been fine. I use nikola for other blogging, but the ability to view journal entries in Evolution (or some theoretical other VJOURNAL editor that I haven’t been able to find) without having to do anything more than write was appealing. Web based means you could point nutch at it once grep/sed/ack/awk on local files stops scaling. It took a lot of writing to get there, good job!

APIs … could be used to move IRS data to the cloud

AWS Blank Check as a Bloatware?

• Lawful Good: haskell, scala, rust, go, erlang
• True Neutral: C
• Chaotic Good: +tex, +(the meta language we’re using to express this kookiness)

don’t you have homework to catch up on?

I’ll tap in for Brother Bear!

What are you trying to solve here beyond indulging guilt? Your last sentence is outright asking to be told you’re bad. If you want validation or excuse for that you can go to confession or seek diagnosis (which might fairly fit into your plan, I’m not judging).

You say, “If you steal from someone … saying sorry doesn’t do much for me because if you were sorry, you wouldn’t have done it in the first place.” I hear, “avoidance”. Apologies are promises, commitments, and covenants, not regret and remorse. Simply Feeling Bad is the relinquished barfly’s philosophy and doesn’t accomplish much but prolonging the bad feeling.

Talking anonymously online or in person can be a healthy start to validate and work through both the stealing and the secrecy, but growing beyond those releases all The Stuff so you can exist honestly and authentically with your pack.

I think we’re going through Cold War 2 before World War 3. China and Russia have been testing krill fishing limits recently while American private equity has entered the field, and the TikTok showdown is testing Internet authority.