I think just being honest about failings is easier than denial and hypocrisy too, but there’s also that I don’t think there’s anything wrong with being LGBTQ+ in the first place. And my immediate surroundings aren’t going to exclude me or beat me up for thinking so. And for a good number of people, any porn habit at all is more shameful to admit to than an ice cream habit.

Also, if I did think LGBTQ+ was wrong I would probably hold fast to “it’s sinful and I’m broken.” If I thought LGBTQ+ was wrong but got aroused by porn of them, listening to “maybe it isn’t a sin” viewpoints would feel like stretching for an excuse to feel better about myself and living in denial about reality.